inferno [07 May 2005|12:11am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Snoop Dog drop it like its hot ] I really like that show the inferno on mtv i watch it every monday. I had to miss it this monday though cause my dad made me go to a AA meeting and it lasted till 11. Well the metting was okay and i couldnt really pay that much attention. I kept zoning out. But after me and my uncle jim went out to eat again and i for some odd reason had to sit at a seperate table and i sat with this really  wierd and fucked up guy. He was 22 years old and well he kept tring to say that i had a problem and that i should keep going to the meetings. But is i did that i would fall asleep. Then he told me he shouldnt be preaching to me because he has only been sober for 8 days. But he kept on going for like an hour and i wanted to kill myself. he was so boring and then he said that he thinks he might wind up drinkig thst night What the fuck he is so confusing... I would write more but i must sleep. 1 comment|post comment

Im Hungry [30 Apr 2005|07:20pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | HOWIE DAY ] Wow im really hungry and well im really boraed(i think i spelled that wrong)to. Well its 7:21 and im just waiting for dad to finish making dinner. My day wasnt that bad but my mom is being a bitch and she wouldnt let me buy a new cell phone because i dont have a job and she told me she cant even trust me to pay her the money every month for the cell phone that i alredy have and pay for. She says she dosent think she can trust that i will have a job and keep it. what the hell is she insane man i worked at dariy queen for 10 months and messed up once(even though it was preety bad i mean people my age do it all the time its just that there bitch managers like Katie Hickle dont have to tell on them)and esides that i have turned in alot od applications. But anyway she wont let me drive to my interview now on teuesday either becausse i guess she said shes not ready to stop being a bitch. Yeah well After i eat Danielle is coming ove and we are supposed to paint my room. I have already cleaned my room out and there is shit all over the computer room and in the living room well my dad just said my dinner was ready so i have to go. Wow!!! What an exciting saturday night im having HAH HAH HAH HAH !!!!! post comment

Yadda Yadda Yadda [30 Apr 2005|12:23am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Jimmy eats world ] Wow i havent wrote in here since last year.Well my life sucks right now cause i am on lock down. Basically my dad found out i was drinking with Alisha and rachel and kurt, and im sure most of you know the rest. But then this past week i was at work with my manager Jeff Hickle and he and i drank somw wine well actually we darnk a lot we finished of this huge bottle and then i drove home and called alishas cell and left a vouce mail and then i guess the next day she passed out on valum and then her mom listened to my numerous drunk messeges and told my dad like the bitch that she is and my dad came up to my school and told me to come stright home. Then when i got home i dindt know what was going on, but he ripped the car keys out of my hand annd told me to tell him what i was doing that night. But i didnt cause i didnt know what he was alking about and yadda yadda yadda.... And to cut the long story short i was fucked and they took my car away and my cell phone away and then i was put on lock down. But it gets worse. Then on  my next day at work denise krause had some pot so i asked to take a break and then i went to go smoke and my manager Katie hikle saw me and aee told me not to so i dindnt and then she clocked me out and made me go hom. Then a week later when i came into work my Boss Tod romp fired me because he said i wasnt thinking and that he couldnt trust me          What a Cheap Bastard i woork there for ten months never get a raise and get treated like shit. Fuck that bastard. $5.35 an hour And eah my dad found out put me on lock down and now i must be stuck in this prison cell. But for some more happy type of news...... Well i was trying to go out with this one girl who i like alot and hve since like the summer but im not going to metion her name cause unknow she hasnt told me how she fells about what i said to he so now i am waiting but i am kinda excited about it soo any way i hope it all goes well and if it does im sure you will hear about it. Well tonight my old friend cindy nelson came over she goes to my old school Columbia, and we went to rent a movie. It was amazing that my cell keeper actually let me out of my house. You see he thinks im an alcoholic and well i do love alcohol alot and i doit alot but yeah he wants to send me to a AA meeting Fuck that. But anyway he thinks that is i lecae i will go and gulp down a bottle of vodka(which happens to be my favorite) or some a duby but im not that stupid, besides i dont have any. But to get back on the subject i went to blokbuster and me and cindy sae Andrea Paletta and Danielle Burger these other two girls from my old school and we talkrd for like 20 mins. I was free foe 20 mins Yeah and well then we rented ladder 49 it was okay but i wanted to fall asleep in some parts and then we just smoked some ciggs and she left. But yeah i forgot to say that they want me to go to prom with them if i am un grounde (i hope i am) and well it should be fun. Oh i haevan interview for a job at petsmart i hope i get it Lter players                  IM OUT Oh sorry about my spelling and shit cause i dont check it and pre read it But who really cares itsnot for a grade right? post comment

[18 Aug 2004|02:12pm] My life at my dads house is different he can  be a dick at times but its wierd how when he is not with my step mom kathy that he is alot nicer to me. He actually gave me a cig. yeasturday it was crazy and then we talked about how bad his life is and shit. Yeah so since i didnt do my laundry and  my dad wouldnt let me sleep over alishas. It feels weird at my house i havnt been there all summer. Last night me and alisha rented kill bill 2 and taking lives. We watched kill bill but alisha fell asleep and there was this one cool part that freaked me out theese two girls were sword fighting and the one only had one eye and she got it riped out by uma therman and it was cool cause she just left her ther blind and shit and then she steped on her eye. I broke up with steffanie on friday and work with her was aquward we didnt talk at all. All of the other girls that work at Dairy Queen were being bitches to me and the one kept calling me a heart breaker and shit but i wasnt trying to break her heart and  it isnt any of there bussines to tell me that i am mean. This morning  alisha and i didnt have any cigs. left( i abreviate that word cig cause i dont know how to spell it i realise that i really got dumbover the summer man).So since we had no cigs we had to ask my aunt if we could buy some off hers. She didnt have any left so she gave us the rest of her pack it was good i needed one so bad . Well i am kinda excited for school to start but not really cause it will be alot harder for me to hang out with my friends fom north olmsted cause until i can drive i wont really have a way over there but i should get my license soon i cant wait. Yeah i just read wohat i wrote and i realize that  i chnge the subject alot. 1 comment|post comment

Adult pasifire [13 Aug 2004|02:59pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | Maryjane by: Alanis Morsette ] I just finished my driving school and yesturday was my last class. My teacher don is a cool guy, the class is kinda boreing but its easy. We dont even talk thaT MUCH ABOUT DRIVING BUT MORE ABOUT DONS VEIW ON LIFE AND SHIT. SO IN CLASS YESTURDAY HE SAYS HOW HE SMOKED FOR 18 YEARS AND THAT CIGS ARE ADULTS PASIFIRES AND I THOUGHT THAT IT WAS A REALLY SMART COMMENT. I thought it was so ggod that i would put in in my live journal. BUT I T DOSENT MAKE ME WANT TO QUITE SMOKEING. Yeah soo yesturday i was in a thinking mood and i decided that i am going to break up with steffanie cause i never get to see her, cause she is grounded. But i have doubts, but i say fuck it just do it and it will all work out. yeah i have alot to say but i dont feel like typing. post comment

I pucked 3 times last night [22 Jul 2004|03:23pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | lake of fire by nirvana ] On wensday john kuz calls alisha and asks to hang out. So he came over to hang out with me alisha george andrew katherine and we walked to forest and we had fun these girls met me up there two of them i just met and stefine is from work well i wasnt sure if they felt wierd about us being fucked but i had fun. then we went and watched frenguly. Okay so i was fucked up and acting stupid and got all over katherine i dont know why cause we broke up but i think she wasnt mad about it. So on wensday night john came over alishas and michelle picked us up.So it was only us four but randomly alex and ray ithink ws his name came out of nowhere on there bikes and they hung for awhile but we stayed. And then we drank 151 i never had it before but i felt real good. then we smoke mor then i have ever before and i was so fucked up. Then we smoked more but michelle smoked with us and yeah so then we went and laid on the sand and some shit happened. You se i have liked her for a long time and she some what liked me but she didnt want to act on it so she basicly confused me. But anyway then we started to make out and she gave me a hand job and i did some stuf and oh i gave her a hicky.Then we all went swiming but only i went in at first and then john.But we got alosha and michelle to go in and we had to peel alisha off of michelle. Then later we went to leave but we still had an hour so we sat in michelles car and then i pucked for awhile and i dont know why cause i had felt fine for the whole night. then we went to Mcdonalds and they could tell we were fucked up we stopped in the parking lot to eat and i pucked again ant then we went home i was so sahit faced i dindt even want to go in and then i pucked in the bush in alishas yard. So then we got a camera and i was dead they kept taking pics of me and then i felt better and took some more picks. Yeah so the whole thing with me and michelle was a good way for me to get over her alothough i still have feelings for and they wont just go away but i am glad that we hooked up just for one night and i told her that i want to be friends and there is nithing wierd between us but what happened made me happy and i wont forget it.This morning i woke up and had coffe and thenwe went to develop thoose pictures i took last night and alishas mom drug tested her but it was negitive. Yeah i realized that things are alot more fun when katherine is not with me i dont know why though.Ithink it is cause i make my self look stupid. 3 comments|post comment

[19 Jul 2004|01:28pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | poly wants a craker by nirvana ] Well the the m in the p was fun last week i hung out with all thesse new people and i was really fucked up soo it made it way better. I thought it was wierd though that my girlfriend katherine didnt really hang out with me all that much and well i kinda got a feeling that she didnt really like me as much anymore. She had been talking to some peole and also me about all of theese different guys that she liked and i think that she was trying to make me jealous or somthin. But when i found out that she was thinking of breaking up with me i thought that since i was thinking the same thing and she was saying that she didnt want to mess up her friendship with alisha that it would make easyier if i did it and so that i wouldnt feel sad if she broke up with me. But i still do feel sad cause i did still like her but i know she probly git over me faster than i did(to bad). But i thought that since we wernt going out anymore that it would give me a chance to talk to michelle about how i liked her it was fucked up i looked stupid but im glad that she is happy with nate i hope it works out and she dosent hurt him. And i kinda hope i wok things out with katherine and stuff cause i stiil like her and i was stupid for thinkn to much and not taking about it with her. but any way im gin to warp tour i think im kinda nervous though cause i dont want to be alone     2 comments|post comment

[15 Jul 2004|03:16pm] [ mood | orgasmic ] [ music | we are the champions by ? ] gfgfgfdggffgfdgdfgfdghgfhghgfhhfhfghhgfh WOW LOOK I CAN WRITE IN COLORSOO RED LETS TRY BLUEBLUE HEY I JUST WANTEDTO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I LOVE KATHERINE post comment

That one golden girl balnch is hot [15 Jul 2004|02:51pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | drean on aerosmith my all time favorite band ] Soo i was watching tv last night and i saw the golden girls and i realized that the golden girls are hot. well only the two of them. i smell a 3-sum with Blanch the sluty one and rose the dumb one ohh yeah........... So after a while of dreaming of that and then thinkin about michelle pifer wow we could have a four sum. Ohh do u guys know that on my other journal she wrote comments to me he he. well that all have fun bye post comment

libray nazis [15 Jul 2004|02:37pm] well my 2nd ente ry was short because the libray bitch is a nazi and wouldnt let me on so i had to stop writing.Yeah so on my birthday we all went over kaetlyns house and we went swimming and went in her apartment and stuff and we could only stay till ten.So we didnt swim in the dark that long but we were going to the next day when i called off work and we could actually hang out until 11. But all of a suden when alisha and michelle went to piick up some peeps. She calls on caitlins cell and her dad got mad that i called off work and even though everone already knew i still had to come home and have a talk with alishas dad and then mine when he came to pick me up. Yeah it was really gay so then i sat at home and ate food all night well when dont i but i was all alone. post comment

pink eye [14 Jul 2004|02:08pm] Well me and alisha both got pink eye on tuesday and we wer not zallowed to hang out with anyone for 48 hours but we did stuff the second day. I was glad because we were so board that day and yeah i live at alishas now and i am always with her. well i got in trouble buy post comment

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